Ini adalah yang pertama...dan terakhir bagi ku...
aku dah tak larat.... aku tak larat dengan segalanya.
aku lari ke sini berbekalkan secebis harapan...
dari sebuah pengakhiran ke suatu permulaan..
tapi mula aku sedar...ini bukan permulaan yang aku cari2..
aku berjaya lari... tapi bukan ke sini...
ku merenung kembali bekalan ku...
secebis harapan terpaku pada hati yang merah..
dengan darah hatiku aku memeta semula tujuan ku...
kerana aku dah tak larat... aku dah tak larat untuk peduli...
hidupku sudah dipeta...kini ku berlari lagi...
bukan lagi berpimpinan...tapi bersendirian..
kerna ku dah tak peduli...dah tak larat
Biarpun pedih kali ni ku berlari...
biarlah ke permulaan yang sejati...ke arah destinasi yang abadi..
maafkan aku...aku dah tak larat....
Yours Trully...
- Shahril Shuhairi
- I am Me. In all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. However I look and sound, whatever I say and do, and whatever I think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. I own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. I own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. Because I own all of me, I can become intimately acquainted with me. I have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. I own me, and therefore, I can engineer me. I am me, and I am Okay.
Friday, June 26, 2009
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